update on the romance bs of life

I recently became single for the first time in a long time. This transition has been difficult and trying, to say the very least. I can’t say that I’ve officially healed or moved on. But I can say that I’m a work in progress.

But aren’t we all a technical work in progress in some way regardless of whether or not we are romantically involved. If you don’t consider yourself a work in progress in some way, then doesn’t that mean you have given up on the concept of improving your self? I ask these questions because I feel stuck at a crossroads.

Sometimes I am ready to pick up the pieces and make the best of what life has dealt me, and other times, I am ready to lay down and say fuck all.

“Only by forgetting this primitive world of metaphor can one live with any repose, security, and consistency”